Thursday, February 01, 2007
okay. new blogskin. finally posting. hope tt this year 2007 will be great. new class. new friends. last year, previously, watever tt happened lets just all forget bout it k? anything and everything. im sorry. forgive me if i had offended anyone. da truth is, i've never hated anyone. okay. maybe some of da teachers at school. but other than tt, i think its a pain to hate someone. only puts u in agony. coz im quite sick of all da unpleasant memories too. so, from this post onwards, we'll all start anew.. hope tt everyone will be happier this year. so now, im in a 7 sub class, 3e7. quite okay. well its noisy tts fer sure. but i guess we're all used to it.. tests have been going on lately. n fer my class, we have this e math teacher who accuses pp fer things they have not done. okay. its amusing in class, but its ridiculous. she told us there was a test just before da test itself. n she claimed she said it before.. there are lots of other stuff she does which are really funny. tmr there's an a math test. hope i'll do well. wish me luck.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
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Monday, October 02, 2006
someone is really pushing it. she backstabs n does stuff behind your back.. i treated her as a friend last time n now i noe how she actually treated me last time. she tries to influence pp n 'brainwash' them. i cant take it anymore. she's really pushing it. she twists facts n caused all this trouble in pp's friendships.. its like she is da one who is trying to break pp up, n she sae its us who is doing so. like NOT. just scram man.. u dont even noe wat is friendship.. if u did, u wont abandon your friend fer winning. do u even treat her as a friend? NOT. u better have a change of attitude or you're going down.. u never feel guilty fer da wrong things you've done.. do u noe tt da way u treat others is hurting them. well, u hurt me. u probably dont even noe bout all this.. how can u be like this? i treat u as a friend, u do this sort of stuff. i wouldnt mind if u sae facts bout me. but da fact is tt its not true.. AT ALL. scram. i regret ever siding u when pp sae stuff bout u.. come to think of it,, i was blinded then. n now tt i dont want someone else to be blinded by u either, tt person doesnt noe wat to do.. well its up to her. i've done wat i should do.. well, da main point is tt i dont really care if u see all this. n even if u do,, all da more,, its better. do some soul-searching. do u even have conscience? probably not. just dont ever mess with me. or you are goners.. n stop trying to hurt others coz have u ever heard of karma? well, i believe in it,, n one day karma will deal with u.. oh yeah. n this post would not have been made possible without da support of TTK, LIZ n JQ.. please reply at tagboard bout how u guys feel bout this issue. thankx.
da victOrians
4:46 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
my holiday destinations: germany, usa, china. real excited. hahax. looking forward to that. rite now studying fer exams. dont want to retain next year. im going to frankfurt which is in germany, new york which is obviously in US, n a few states in china. hmm.. hope to get over n done with exams. hope to get A's, B's fer da total grades.. to get into da stream i want..which i have no idea wat i want.. i like lit.. but on second thought.. lit study fer wat?? science i cant handle. though im a little interested in bio.. chinese goes without saying,, im bad at it. same goes fer eng.. so in da end,, im interested in nothing.. lollx. got to go. bye bye.
da victOrians
9:22 PM
Thursday, August 31, 2006
todae i didnt go back to primary skool.. its so far away. n its awkward to just sae hi n bye to teachers n friendx coz i havent seen them since last year when we had a gathering.. oh well.. better luck next time. todae was a wet dae. it seems like whenever da skool holds some running or walkiing event,, it rains.. hahaha. too bad fer them. at least i saved the energy. todae, me n liz went to orchard n plaza singapura. didnt buy anything much.. no money to spend.. only on food. exams start in like 1 month's time n i suck at studying. my results are like so bad.. so i have to buck up.. but it seems like no matter how hard i try,, i never get da results i want.. haix. perhaps im destined to be some hopeless-at-studying person.
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Friday, August 25, 2006
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

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Thursday, July 06, 2006
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
havingg some dance aesthetic performance on friday. its like so dumb. my results are also like totally lousy.. im like flunking out of da class.. i got e8 for science!! b3 for lit N geo. b4 for cl N eng. nort too bad i guess.. but i still failed for science.. bleak. to think i even studied till 3am.. well, im a slow-learner.. too slow.. my memory is failing me.. cant memorise da things im supposed to.. keep forgetting.. anyhow, this week kind of busy. lots of activities n things to be done.. have to stay back almost everyday.. since last week. put up exhibition thing for art gallery. on thursday must stay back for exhibition.. tmr having bball match for inter-class.. should be nice to watch.. nothingg much to talk about actually.. just hope tt da coming oral exam will be fine, just fine. hope i wont mess everything up.. like i did last year.. i think i failed my oral for last year.. i wasnt surprised anyways. there isnt much to say either.. oh yeah,, tt day was math exam.. i didnt bring my nametag.. lolx. didnt get caught.. no one noticed.. hahaha.. saved me from detention n demerit points.. okay. got to go.. bye..
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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8:26 PM
i think this avatar really meanx everythingg tt im tryingg to sae.. oh well,, so much fer beingg me..
Friday, April 28, 2006

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8:07 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
haix.. even if u dont even do anythingg,, its all your fault,, even if u did,, its also your fault.. wat is this world coming to? its nort your fault,, it aint anyone's fault,, tts just da wae humanx are.. to think of it,, sometimex i just wish i could digg up a hole n hide in it till i feel better.. i guess i prefer hidingg my feelingx instead of facingg up to reality.. wat can i do anywaex. tts my life.. meant to be like tt n i cant help it.. da only thingg i can do is just laugh everythingg off or just let pp sae or do anythingg they want while i just watch n shut my mouth.. why is it tt everythingg seemx tt wae? coz my mindset is tt wae.. im just an onlooker who cant do anythingg.. coz i only make thinggx worse dont i? tts wat pp make me feel even though da truth is freakingg obvious. this post soundx very misleadingg,, maybe a little weird.. coz there are alot of thingx running through my mind rite now.. im sorry. im sorry fer beingg who i am.. but tts just too bad.. coz tts who i am n i aint lettingg no one change tt.. i mean,, come on,, u dont expect everyone to be da same rite? wat would life be like if everyone hadd da same mentality or looked like u? im just tryingg to let off some steam.. nort in da sense of anger.. but generally wat im feelingg now.. who would be forever happy in life n smiled fer 24hourx seven timex a week? definitely nort me.. im nort angry with anyone.. honestly.. i only seem tt wae coz tts wat im like when im unhappy.. im just havingg mixedd up feelingx deep inside..
da victOrians
1:37 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
okae.. i decided to update after all.. too lazy to get into blogger n type out a post.. but felt tt i kind of neglect lotx of thinggx. hmmm.. last week nothingg happened much.. other than 2.4km run,, which i totally slacked except fer da last part.. i gort 37th place. lollx. so cool.. somemore,, puked after da run.. so gross.. longg time since i ever did.. felt disgustingg after tt.. like want to puke but cant.. felt like tt all da wae home.. maybe coz i ate da waffle thinggy before runningg.. den since fridae till ystd.. felt very down.. u noe,, like fer no reason u just dont feel like doingg anythingg,, nor talk to anyone.. just like tt.. n denn u realized tt u could have done so many other thingx instead.. but tts life.. everyone has to deal with it n live with it.. so much fer beingg human i guess.. also,, last week seemedd to rain quite often.. i luv da rain.. especially thunderstormx.. they make me feel better.. weird.. im weird.. i've alwaex been tt wae,, n will be tt wae foreva.. im stubborn too.. rite.. wat am i sayingg.. oh,, nothingg.. ferget bout tt.. told u im weird.. im beginningg to get addicted to lotx of songx.. sad songx.. hmmx.. coz im sad? dunnoe..
da victOrians
4:25 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
perhapx thinggx were just meant to be,
and i would forever seem to see,
this world full of innocence,
would it be da end of me?
da cloudx roll by grinningg at me,
while everythingg else seemx to glee,
then my world startx fallingg apart,
as i wait patiently fer da rain to stop.
a rainbow stretchex over da sky,
and i start to wonder why,
everythingg tt happenx to me,
seemx such a joke to be.
waitingg fer da sky to clear,
how i wish i could be set free..
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5:43 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
hmmmx.. i realized somethingg.. its seemx like whenever i post fer my blogg,, it doesnt really make sense coz i only talk bout wat happened duringg tt dae.. i dont really talk bout stuff which really matter to me.. its like im alwaex crappingg fer da sake of havingg a blogg..
everythingg is startingg to show its true colorx,, fading n fallingg apart recently.. to think tt so much has happened ever since i gort into this skool.. its like before comingg to this skool n after tt,, im a really totally different person.. used to luv gg to skool last time.. but now,, skool has been da one thingg i hate most.. its like torture,, whereby pp look at u in a totally different wae,, alwaex criticizingg n lecturingg u.. n u never get a piece of your own mind.. takingg thingx really hard on yourself,, would make thingx worse.. now i noe why pp will get depression n commit suicide.. guess they really couldnt take it any longer.. life fer me seemx to suck at timex,, but of course there are happy momentx too.. just hope tt thingx would change fer da better.. guess there are too many secretx deep inside of me.. i think i can actually rite a 5ooo word essay on my life.. too much to tell,, its never endingg.. da tot of thingx just scare me so much sometimex,, hopingg to have a shoulder to cry on.. takingg thingx too seriously is all in my nature.. guess i was never meant to live this kind of life.. but at least i noe tt i tried my best n all.. this time,, my post soundx kind of lame,, but some pp should be able to understand wat im sayingg.. no matter wat u do or go through,, life still goes on.. da only one whom u can count on is yourself.. coz as situationx worsen,, da only one whom u noe da best is still yourself..
da victOrians
3:06 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
hello..
i shall talk bout da learningg carnival.. da first dae hadd da newater fieldtrip. kinda boringg actually.. oh yeah,, before tt we had a science challenge thingg. actually we won. but ended up with e3 winning.. haix. tot tt our class could at least win somethingg fer once,, but i guess we're still considered winnerx coz we're runner-up.. then had earth week preparation. bigg mess in da classroom. everythingg on da floor. complete disaster. lollx. but tts our class. 2e1`o6 rockx!! da second dae of learningg carnival,, had da math trail thingg,, which i doubt has anythingg to do with our daily life.. also had da cemetry thinggy. n da dinner was totally chaos. i ended up eatingg vegetarian food. nette n yx hardly had rice,, only dishes.. n to talk bout da lit evening,, tt was far worse. everyone could literally just die of suffocation up in da gallery. it was so stuffy,, n they showed 'oliver twist'. everyone was like walkingg all over da place,, so da whole movie was a total failure to capture our attention.. then went to mac after tt,, at bout 1oplus. so by da time gort home bout 11plus..
next dae,, had to go to sungei buloh. gosh,, da amount of red antx n all those weird jumping fliex were so freaky.. they were crawlingg up our leggx all over our shoex.. everyone was like eew all da wae. lollx. but if there wasnt all da mud n insectx,, da plantingg was quite fun. real easy actually. then we had meet da parentx thingg. ms wongg said tt i was dreamy. i was like,, im alwaex dreamy lookingg.. so my mum didnt really care bout tt comment either. my worse subject was science. gort a c5 fer tt. eng n cl had b3. lit n math had b4. geo had a1. nort so bad after all..
mondae was a holidae fer my skool. tue didnt go to skool coz of my flu. went to see da doc n he prescribed 4 typex of medicine fer me. todae i skipped pe coz im sick. was really tiringg dae fer me. felt so weak.. shouldnt have came in da first place. oh well,, tmr's my bdae. hope tt it'll be a good dae fer everyone. shall stop here. mum's naggingg. bye. =]
da victOrians
6:14 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hi.. longg time since i postedd.. hmmx.. shall start off from da sec2 camp..
fer da camp,, it wasnt as bad as a tot it would be.. quite fun actuallie.. but some of da activitiex were pretty boringg.. da food was considered edible,, but still kinda sucked.. hahax.
then on tuesdae,, yr,, jq,, xq,, jr,, tk,, mel,, dom,, celebrate my bdae fer me. lolx. gave me my prezziex n ordered pizza. then da cheezecake too.. though it was like ice cream cake. hahax. but still nice. then went to watch movie,, big mama's house 2,, n also took neo-printx twice. saw da campus superstar contestantx.. yr n mel took pic with adriano.. hahax. then by da time i gort home,, i think it was bout 6 plus..
on thursdae,, wentt out with sy to bugis n orchard. she is my pri skool friendd.. we are really close nowadaex.. then watched cry_wolf together,, a thriller movie.. quite nice,, lotx of gunshot soundd effectx.. also quite vulgar.. hahax. we also took neo-printx at bugis.. wentt shoppingg n we both boughtt some stuff..
these month march gort lotx of eventx,, learningg carnival, meet-da-parentx, sugei buloh, n my bdae!!!! hahax. still gort one week n one dae left till i turn forteen..
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Friday, March 03, 2006
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Monday, February 20, 2006
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Friday, February 17, 2006
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
todae i feel lonelie,, as i watch da cloudx go by..
yesterdae i felt glad,, feeling da sunlight shine at my face..
tomorrow i will feel sad,, standing in da rain..
todae yesterdae tomorrow,, does it reallie make a difference in my life?
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Monday, January 23, 2006
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